Living in the Aftermath of a Cowardly Act of Betrayal

Words cannot easily convey to you how it feels, now that I realize that the person I shared my life with and helped to support, over the last 3 years, has chosen to commit such cowardly and destructive acts. I am still shocked when I wake up in the morning and realize what has happened. It is as if I am waking from one nightmare, the nightmare of living with him, to another, the nightmare of realizing that I was right all along about him.

Indeed Christopher Greenlee didn’t seem like the kind of guy who would be such a traitor. He came from a nice Christian family that seemed to appreciate honesty and integrity, I recall that he once said that he believes that there are consequences for what we do in our lives. His actions on June 30, 2006, however, show that he believes himself to be above all consequences.

A worrisome trait, that I began to notice over the last year, seems to have reached psychopathic proportions in this person; the idea that the rest of the world owes him something and he isn’t personally responsible for anything that happens in his life.

Why I didn’t listen to my better judgment and take more precautions is an issue that I will wrestle with for some time yet, but I am man enough to admit that I made a mistake in allowing this scum to feed off of me for so long; this is a mistake that I will never make again.

Knowing as I do, that there are greater forces at work than those of men, I take great comfort in the fact that the Karmic forces will forever remain in balance. Whatever Karma I had built up over the many years is likely released, but unfortunately for Christopher Greenlee, he shall now bear the burden of the cowardly betrayals which he has chosen to take part in.

I’m sure that he feels justified, in some twisted psychopathic way, but all of the justification in the world doesn’t change the facts regarding what was done.

I will move on and build a new life, contrary to what he would like, I will be stronger because of this. Greenlee, on the other hand, will have to live with the things he has done to me and many others. One day, if not already, he will realize what a low-life he really is and it will not be worth all of the money in the world to be what he is.

I certainly doubt that I will ever encounter another human being so cowardly and diabolical as my former roommate. At least I now know what to look for in a trusted individual, I simply take all of the traits that he possessed and look for the opposite.

Who did he think he was fooling? Did he honestly think that I would let him live with me for much longer when we weren’t getting along, he was constantly lying and I had other things that I wanted to devote my time to?

What a rotten human being indeed. To live with someone for three years, someone who helped to put a roof over your head, someone who helped to get you a job when you needed one, someone who helped you to develop many of the ideas which you seemed to hold in high regard.

My heart beats in disgust at the mere thought of your ugly face and your ape body and I hope and pray that you will live as a tortured soul in the deepest, most rotten and festering depths of hades for all of eternity.

amen